In early September, a homeless man sprawls out across the still green grass of Newtowne park. Sunlight glinted through green leaves and cast him - propped up with one arm all his weight pinned on his side - in kaleidoscope shadow. A few feet away, I heard his deep, wobbling voice as he addressed a set of two dirty, gray city pigeons. He laughed and told them jokes, he smiled exposing his teeth. He talked to these vermin as if they were people.
And then, kids ran through and spooked them.
"Hey," said the man, addressing the birds as they frantically strutted further and further away from his place on the lawn. "Hey, you come back here." He shifted his weight, lifted his hand and hooked his finger into a suggestive "Come hither" entreatment. "You all," he said loudly, "get back!"
Other people were staring now, rolling their eyes and talking low as this man in tattered denim playfully pleaded after pigeons. He seemed so supremely happy spread out across the grass speaking in coded coos. I found myself jumping to this man's defense. I actually found myself moved by the image, I felt the way I feel watching any other human being love something.
He reminded me of all of the strange things I have done, would do, will do from a place of blind, ceaseless, stupid love. He had pigeons. I had frantically looking for silver cars. Nights without sleep. Burnt red fingers that stung after touching hot springform pans. In reality, the man was drunk and rambling, his mind hazy from exhaust fumes, too much sunlight and bottom shelf hooch. Though, it looked like love and that seemed to be enough.
And then, kids ran through and spooked them.
"Hey," said the man, addressing the birds as they frantically strutted further and further away from his place on the lawn. "Hey, you come back here." He shifted his weight, lifted his hand and hooked his finger into a suggestive "Come hither" entreatment. "You all," he said loudly, "get back!"
Other people were staring now, rolling their eyes and talking low as this man in tattered denim playfully pleaded after pigeons. He seemed so supremely happy spread out across the grass speaking in coded coos. I found myself jumping to this man's defense. I actually found myself moved by the image, I felt the way I feel watching any other human being love something.
He reminded me of all of the strange things I have done, would do, will do from a place of blind, ceaseless, stupid love. He had pigeons. I had frantically looking for silver cars. Nights without sleep. Burnt red fingers that stung after touching hot springform pans. In reality, the man was drunk and rambling, his mind hazy from exhaust fumes, too much sunlight and bottom shelf hooch. Though, it looked like love and that seemed to be enough.